Adding Value to The Infinite?


You asked for a loving God; you have one. The great spirit you so lightly invoked, the “lord of terrible aspect,” is present; not a senile benevolence that drowsily wishes you to be happy in your own way, not the cold philanthropy of a conscientious magistrate, nor the care of a host who feels responsible for the comfort of his guests, but the consuming fire himself, the Love that made the worlds, persistent as the artist’s love for his work and despotic as a man’s love for a dog, provident and venerable as a father’s love for a child, jealous, inexorable, exacting as love between the sexes.
~C. S. Lewis (1898-1963)

Bless the Lord, O my soul,
    and all that is within me,
    bless his holy name!
Bless the Lord, O my soul,
    and forget not all his benefits,
Who forgives all your iniquity,
    Who heals all your diseases,
Who redeems your life from the pit,
    Who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy,
Who satisfies you with good
    so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.
The Lord works righteousness
    and justice for all who are oppressed.
He made known his ways to Moses,
    His acts to the people of Israel.
The Lord is merciful and gracious,
    slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love.
He will not always chide,
    nor will he keep his anger forever.
He does not deal with us according to our sins,
    nor repay us according to our iniquities.
For as high as the heavens are above the earth,
    so great is his steadfast love toward those who fear him;
as far as the east is from the west,
    so far does he remove our transgressions from us.
As a father shows compassion to his children,
    so the Lord shows compassion to those who fear him.
For he knows our frame;
He remembers that we are dust.
~ Psalm 103:1-14

Oh beloved, can we see it?   God Loves us completely.

But, there is more.

In the same way that a father loves his child – and that child cannot of his own accord add any value to the relationship; yet that same child makes his own father the richest of men – we make God more rich.

Said more simply: Not only does God like us, we make Him happy.

He then pours this more than infinite Love back onto us, that we might Love Him back all the more.  This Love is cleansing and purifying.  Sometimes it is so intense that it even hurts in its cleaning actions.  Regardless of the pain, it is most surely Love.

We make God’s Life better.  Oh, for sure, He does not need us.  But even so, He is enriched by our existence and relationship with Him.  We add value to the Infinite.

This makes us infinitely valuable.  A treasured possession.
A people for whom God showed we were worth dying.

Oh my.

Yeah, this is kind of a big deal.  Like, what is going on here?

This a kind of Love affair that is making eternity and even better place.  This kind of Love implies a level of intimacy that goes beyond intimacy.  It implies that His Life in us, and our lives in Him, are not some cosmic partnership wherein we trade favors in some zero sum game.  No, there is no longer any Him and i.

There is only us.  There is only we.

I am my beloved’s, and my beloved is mine.
~Song of Songs 6:3

We are utterly one with Him.  

And in this space, we are finally able to love others with the Love we now have in unity with God.  And this is a Love that only grows forever.  It is ever-Love that is ever growing in its goodness.  Get this, eternity is getting even better every moment in Him.

This is very good news.

Have some of your carefully created castles been washed away? Mine have. Several times along my life’s journey, I had nowhere to turn except into my heavenly Father’s arms. There I remained quiet, soaking up his love for as long as I needed. Then I saw his hand begin a new creation for my life, a new direction, a new service for him and his kingdom. Waves need not always destroy. We must allow our heavenly Father to use them to redirect our lives.

~Jean Otto